i was in the amphitheater... and there were not just as many people as they usually are when we have a class... but a distinctive and characteristic face was there though... he keeps showing in my dreams in a total unexpected and unwanted way.
so, i was in one of the last rows in the amphitheater with two of the people i usually hang out with... and we just stood there, talking nonsense i guess...just the usual... but i was... naked!!!!! not completely naked, just topless, but still!!! and nobody seemed to notice that... and i had to get out of the room for a few moments...that meant that i had to cross the room naked... and i felt just so...peony... and it was out of ordinary that no one seemed to see that some of my clothes were missing... they were all looking at me like everything is alright and in the right place, just the way it should be...and when i came back and seated with my friends...there was an unexpected visitor near us... not talking with us...just looking really nice directly to me and i don't really want to remember that particular moment. and then i woke up and thank god it was over, because i was feeling so exposed and in such a agitated state if mind...
later that day i tried to understand what it really meant... and it is about my communicating problem... showing other people how i am... and that they would accept me just the way i am... if only i would show them who i really am
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